From: <nnnnn.mmm@CompuServe.COM>
Newsgroups: misc.legal,sci.med,alt.law-enforcement,alt.mindcontrol,alt.psychology
Subject: Mind Control: 47 Years
Date: 7 Dec 1995 00:41:27 GMT
Organization: none-set

[Name&address elided]

March 12, 1994

Dear Citizens:

	I am a victim of mind control.  I have been mind 
controlled for my entire life of forty-seven (47) years.  I 
will try to briefly summarize what I remember and why I am 
writing this letter.

	I have been mind controlled with the typical methods of 
behavior modification, hypnosis, drugs, electric shock, 
torture, and lies.  I believe that most people who 
understand the methods of the secret societies would call me 
a slave.  I can recall the perpetrators using the above 
methods on me when I was younger than three years old.  As 
many know, the methods cause amnesia for the conditioning 
and psychological dissociation of the reality that the 
person is a slave.

	Over the years the above methods were frequently used 
on me, at times daily.  Sometimes I would realize my 
circumstance because some good people would awaken me and 
explain what was being done to me.  When I would begin to 
realize what was being done to me, the perpetrators would 
find me and intensify their efforts.  They often used 
torture, ether, memory blocking drugs, and electric shock to 
my head to erase my memories.  This would cause me to forget 
what the good citizens told me.

	Apparently, the above very strong methods of mind 
control were not enough for the perpetrators.  I now 
remember that when I was about twelve (12) years old in 
1959, the evil people inserted a temporary radio receiver in 
my ear.  I was told that I had a hearing problem and I had 
to a wear hearing aid.  Apparently, some people around me 
objected, and they stopped that tactic for a short time.  
When I was about fifteen (15) years old in 1962, they had 
miniaturized radio receivers sufficiently that they could 
insert one in my ear canal without me realizing what they 
had done.  Then they would use very low volume subliminal 
messages to control me.  They would give me post-hypnotic 
suggestions that I had ear infections and I must not clean 
inside my ear canals or I would suffer permanent hearing 
loss.  Occasionally, I would clean inside my ear canals and 
find a metal device, that would be explained away by those 
around me.  The realizations of devices in my ears were then 
always erased with torture, drugs, and electricity.

	The mind control efforts were very intense.  I was 
oblivious to many events around me, and certainly to the 
reality I was being completely controlled.  I had thousands 
of days and experiences simply erased from my memory by 
their techniques.  Occasionally, with some people's help I 
would briefly break free from their control.  This would 
enrage them.  When I was about twenty (20) years old in 
1967, they surgically implanted a miniature radio receiver 
and transmitter behind my right ear canal and next to my ear 
drum.  I was told I had hurt my ear playing football.  Over 
the next twenty (20) years the receiver-transmitter was 
replaced a couple of times and another one was implanted 
behind the other ear.  I have several very fine scars above 
and behind both ears.  Apparently, the perpetrators not only 
would broadcast subliminal commands to me, but had the 
ability to listen to my conversations, and to electronically 
track and locate me.

	For some reason, in addition to the surgically 
implanted radio receiver-transmitters, at times additional 
miniature receivers were also inserted into my ear canals.  
I can recall having one found in my ear by a California 
State University, Northridge, health center medical doctor 
in 1971.  I also found another one in my ear in about 1988.  
Of course, they would immediately erase my memory of what I 
had found.  I assume there have been other times that I have 
not yet recalled.  Why would there be miniature receivers in 
my ear canals in addition to the surgically implanted ones 
behind my ear canals?  I can only guess.  Perhaps different 
organizations were trying to control me.  Maybe people were 
monitoring the frequency of the implants, so the 
perpetrators would send extra sensitive commands with the 
new devices.  I really don't know.  I do know that any 
realization of what they had done to me was quickly erased 
from my memory.  I lived for about forty-two (42) years not 
realizing that I am a victim and they have turned me into a 
human robot.

	There have many other devices.  I can recall having an 
electrode inserted into my frontal brain through my nostril 
when I was about thirty-three (33) years old in 1980.  I 
experienced intense pain, confusion, and disequilibrium.  I 
was told I had a sinus infection.  I explored the source of 
my pain and found a small bulb stuck to the roof of my nasal 
cavity.  The doctors I contacted said it was an infection 
and not to touch it.  I persisted and removed it myself with 
tweezers.  It looked like a two-pronged electrode, with two 
sharp wires stuck up into my brain with the bulb hanging 
down.  I took it to the Federal Bureau of Investigation 
(F.B.I.).  They told me it was a transistor that had 
probably fallen out of an automobile.  Then my memory of the 
event was erased for several years until recently.  There 
are several other such incidents for which I have only very 
vague memories.

	When I lived in Westlake Village, California, and I was 
forty-two (42) years old in 1989, I began to realized that 
something was very wrong.  I had massive memory loss and 
some memories I could not explain.  I gradually began to 
realize I was the victim of mind control.  I began to recall 
thousands of conditioning sessions and abuses.  I had not 
yet realized I was also the victim of surgical 
implantations.  When I sought help from "friends," family, 
and medical professionals, they all said I must be psychotic 
that none of it had happened.  They said there are no secret 
organizations and there is no such thing as mind control, 
that it is all a delusion.  I quickly learned that no one 
would talk about the abuses.  I was threatened that if I 
talked about it I would be committed to a mental institution 
for a very long time, or murdered.  Of course, the threats 
are always indirect so they can be denied.  My efforts at 
securing assistance from the F.B.I., police, lawyers, and 
medical professionals was responded to with a complete 
denial that such things happen.

	In 1989 I often observed near my residence several 
company trucks with the acronym "MWS" on their license 
plates.  I investigated and went to a MWS company, a 
precious metals distributor, and asked a man in the shipping 
area if he knew anything about the vehicles.  He said they 
were probably driven by a Mr. Richter.  He said that he was 
agent Tom Smith, and the people at MWS worked for "William 
Sessions," that I would have to talk to him.  He gave me a 
phone number and I called it and there was no answer.  I do 
not know if the man was telling me the truth, or if it is 
the same "William Sessions," who was the director of the 
F.B.I.

	In 1989 I went to the F.B.I. office in Los Angeles 
twice.  The second time a F.B.I. agent in the office, Mr. 
Au, said he was in charge of the organized crime 
surveillance unit for southern California.  He said he knew 
nothing about my situation or about any undercover operation 
in Westlake Village, and he denied the F.B.I.'s connection 
to the man at MWS.  I began telling him about some of the 
mind control and electronic abuses against me that I was 
aware of then.  At that time I did not know I had surgical 
implants.  I told him about a house near my residence that 
had increased its electrical capabilities with some 
underground construction.  I believe they made the 
construction additions to handle laser beams they had 
emitted in the neighborhood, including several directed at 
my house in about 1984.  I told him I thought there was even 
an article in the newspaper about a "hobbyist" that was 
using lasers about one block from where I lived.  He 
informed me that was classified information, and that he 
could file charges against me for revealing classified 
information.  I ask him how I could reveal anything 
classified if apparently no one from the government had 
contacted me.  He said that was correct, the Central 
Intelligence Agency (C.I.A.), National Security Agency 
(N.S.A.), or another agency of the United States Government 
would have had me sign an official contract if they had any 
contact with me.  Then he said I could not be in possession 
of classified information.

	I told him I was a licensed counselor and 
psychotherapist.  I informed him that I had an extremely 
high percentage of patients from the high technology defense 
industry, and I have records of their employment (Rockwell 
International, Lockheed Corporation, Rand Corporation, 
Litton Data Command, Motorola, Rocketdyne, Honeywell 
Computers, Rockwell Science Center, Lockheed CADAM, 
Infomatics Corporation, Grumman Corporation, Whittaker 
Corporation, Hughes Aircraft, Teradyne Corporation, U.S. 
Navy, U.S. Air Force, U.S. Army, Digital Equipment 
Corporation, Language Technology Inc., Image Sciences, 
Tandem Computers, Telos Corporation, Jet Propulsion Lab 
(JPL), Boeing Aircraft, Electrical Engineering Software 
(EESOF), Compucorp, Wangtek, Data Products, GTE, Radian 
Corporation, ATE Associates, RCA, Exxon, IBM, Northrop 
Corporation, and NASA).  He said it is probably just a 
coincidence.

	I informed him of the countless others who represented 
themselves as being from large corporations (Chevron, CBS, 
NBC, ABC, CNN, Paramount Pictures, Universal Pictures, 
Lucasfilms, Disney Corporation, Aaron Spelling, Stephen 
Bochco, WalMart, and others) and government agencies, then 
my memory would be erased shortly after our meetings.  I 
told him that I had at least three medical doctors, at least 
three psychologists, a variety of software engineers, and 
several electrical, chemical, and aerospace engineers as 
patients.  I told him that the people using mind control on 
me did not have me sign a contract, and they, as well as 
those using the lasers are probably criminals.  He again 
cautioned me that the information is classified, he would 
investigate me if I persisted in revealing my information.  
I was confused because previously he said I could not be in 
possession of classified information.

	I told him I had some memory of at least one man who 
claimed to be with the C.I.A., who had used mind control on 
me to erase my memory of our meetings.  The F.B.I. agent 
said he seemed to remember a C.I.A. operative that was in 
the area that turned "bad" about ten (10) years earlier, 
maybe it was him.  He then proceeded to tell me that it 
sounds like some organization "had their hooks in me," and 
that if I talked about it publicly they would probably "rip 
my guts out."  I told him the names of a couple of F.B.I. 
agents I now recall who tried to help me.  He said they were 
no longer with the Bureau or available.  He did not want to 
investigate and he offered no solutions.

	I anguished with the reality that for over forty-two 
(42) years I had been a victim of mind control, torture, and 
slavery.  Since I had not yet realized that I had surgical 
implants I tried to continue on with my life.  However, in 
June 1991 when I was forty-four (44) years old, they 
informed me through the speakers that I presently have 
implanted in my skull, that the speakers are there.  They 
just simply increased the volume so I could hear them 
consciously.  They also informed me that I have an 
electroencephalograph (EEG) transmitter implanted in my 
brain, and that they use bio-medical telemetry and computers 
to read the EEG.  They indicated that the EEG transmitter 
was implanted approximately ten (10) years earlier, in about 
1981 when I was thirty-four (34) years old.  I believe it 
was implanted even earlier, perhaps in 1970, when I was 
twenty-three (23) years old.

	I was a student-employee and an administrative aide at 
the Department of Defense Contracts Administration Services 
in Van Nuys, California, in the summer of 1970.  I was taken 
to several defense contractors' locations (Rockwell, Litton, 
and Lockheed), and shortly after my memory would be erased.  
On one occasion I was taken to the Lockheed Corporation in 
Burbank, California.  I was asked to "test" a new pilot 
simulation chair including the oxygen mask.  I was then 
administered a general anesthetic and some type of cranial 
operation was performed, and then my memory of the events 
was erased until recently.  A couple of years later in about 
1972, when I was twenty-five (25) years old, I was directed 
to "hypnotherapy" by Eric Marcus, M.D., at the Gestalt 
Therapy Institute in Santa Monica, California.  My memories 
for those sessions were also erased.  I just recently 
recalled the sessions when I saw his name listed in 
Operation Mind Control (Walter Bowart, 1978) as one of the 
psychiatrists that evaluated Sirhan Sirhan, the alleged 
assassin of Robert Kennedy. 

	After the realization of my implants in June 1991, and 
the perpetrators around the clock torture of me, I contacted 
several medical doctors.  All of the doctors indicated that 
I must have nerve damage or a psychiatric disorder, because 
what I was describing doesn't happen.  In August 1991 I was 
given a Magnetic Resonance Imaging (MRI), it is similar to 
X-rays, of my brain.  The technician happen to mention that 
the images on the screen were not accurate.  When I pursued 
a conversion, forgetting that I am constantly monitored, a 
man entered the West Hills Regional Medical Center MRI 
location and told me I had to leave.  Of course the doctor, 
Jeff London, M.D., who ordered the MRI, said the results did 
not show anything. 

	I know, and the perpetrators know, that a legitimate 
MRI or X-rays, radio frequency analysis, or surgery will 
prove the existence of their diabolical system.  However, I 
also know that they are experts at eliminating evidence, and 
when they can't eliminate the evidence they simply manage 
the public, media, and judicial system.  For example, in 
December 1991 I was accosted by a psychiatrist, Dr. Goldin, 
who was in the public mental health system.  After 
physically pushing me several times in front of about ten 
(10) witnesses, he explained to me that they were there to 
witness my violent tendency.  I did nothing but walk away.  
He said that he was going to record that I was the one doing 
the accosting.  He said the truth doesn't matter, what he 
says will be treated as the truth!  When I sought legal 
representation from a San Luis Obispo County Public 
Defender, David Sachs, he said he knew the allegations were 
lies, but he was going to treat them as the truth and there 
was nothing I could do about it!  When the perpetrators give 
me more information about what they have done to me, and I 
share it with others, they intensify their efforts at 
creating an image of me as mentally ill instead of as their 
victim.  I have been threatened that the perpetrators will 
bring forth one of their cleverly constructed frames of me, 
if I continue to reveal information.  I am sure some of you 
are familiar with their usual efforts at hiding their 
inhumane practices.

	I even tried to comply with their "code of silence," 
thinking that would bring relief.  In January 1992, while 
they were torturing me with their incessant broadcast, I 
decided to teach a community college psychology course on 
stress.  I did everything to appear normal.  I believed 
maybe I would receive some help if I did not seem to be a 
witness against them.  I also thought the normal appearance 
would counter their efforts to discredit me.  It took all my 
effort to conduct the class, some how I completed the term.  
I don't believe with any effort that I could presently 
accomplish any task that requires sustained concentration.

	My background is in psychology, and I have a master's 
degree.  I was a Ph.D. candidate in counseling at the 
University of California, Los Angeles.  I taught psychology 
part-time at a community college for twenty (20) years, and 
practiced as a licensed Marriage, Family, and Child 
Counselor for fifteen (15) years.  When they first informed 
me of my implants in June 1991, I thought they were using 
infrasound and trying to make me psychotic and discredit my 
testimony.  However, after a few days of testing what they 
were saying to me, it became clear.  I have radio receiver-
transmitters implanted next to each of my ear drums, and an 
EEG transmitter implanted in my brain.  They have 
demonstrated quite conclusively they can read every one of 
my thoughts.  The system is extremely fast and accurate.  
They inform me of their knowledge of my most minimal 
thoughts, auditory perceptions, and visual perceptions.  The 
system is also very powerful.  I have tried evading the 
radio signals by hiding in structures and traveling great 
distances.  Unfortunately, they have always been able to 
receive data from the transmitters, and I have always heard 
their broadcast.  Nothing has been successful.

	The perpetrators are presently using the implants to 
torture me.  They read every thought, make continual bizarre 
distracting comments, give constant subliminal commands, and 
use high pitch sounds against me every moment.  They use a 
combination of extremely demented, vulgar, heinous, and 
satanic ranting; then alternate this with informing me of 
the details of thousands of days and experiences for which I 
have had complete amnesia.  They will at times cause me to 
laugh, smile, and display a lighter mood, while inside I 
know they are creating an image for a situation and I am 
actually extremely distressed.  I know that they still have 
complete control of me, even though I am now aware of their 
system.  They like to command me to do different behaviors, 
then taunt me with I am their toy and robot.  They 
continually remind me that it is impossible to counter their 
subliminal commands.  They call this process of torturing me 
"icing."  They have been controlling and torturing me for my 
entire life.  The perpetrators increased their subliminal 
broadcast to a conscious level and have been using the 
speakers and EEG transmitter to torture me continuously 
since June 1991.

	For over two and a half (2 1/2) years they incessantly, 
viciously, and maniacally read my thoughts, make vulgar 
comments, give me atrocious subliminal commands, broadcast 
noxious sounds, and disorient me every moment.  They even 
structure my dreams when I fall asleep from exhaustion.  
They have several times kept me awake for several days, I 
know I was very near death.  They tell me they are the 
"Illuminati," or "Freemasons," or "Brotherhood;" or the 
"C.I.A.," or "N.S.A.," or "U.S. Navy Intelligence," or "U.S. 
Army Intelligence," or "U.S. Air Force Intelligence;" or a 
particular corporation like "Rockwell International," or 
"Lockheed Corporation," or "Northrop Corporation," or 
"Exxon."  Probably each description contains some truth.  I 
just think of them as The Organization.

	Since I began realizing in 1989 that I am a victim; for 
about three (3) years no one would even admit to me that any 
type of mind control existed.  I concluded that their 
terrorism is so effective that no one ever talks about it.  
Then in August 1992 an anonymous person in a book store 
pointed to a book called Breaking The Circle of Satanic 
Ritual Abuse (1992), by Daniel Ryder.  I can not concentrate 
very well, so I only skimmed the book.  It presented 
information about the "Marionette Syndrome," or slavery, and 
other abuses.  It described explicitly some of the mind 
control techniques, it gave references to other books on 
ritual abuse, and it listed some organizations that help 
people.

	In August 1992 I began contacting the above 
organizations.  Most of the people with whom I spoke 
acknowledged that the above atrocities are real and that 
countless others have been victimized.  However, each 
individual and organization presented some barrier to 
actually helping me beyond occasionally listening to my 
anguish.  One organization said it sounds like The 
Illuminati or The Brotherhood is torturing me.  They said 
they have helped several of their victims.  They told me 
that they would send me some information, and then I should 
call them back to make arrangements to travel to their 
location.  When I called them again, they said they can help 
others they just can't help me.  The above basic scenario 
has happen on several occasions.  It seems that my 
circumstance is just too controlled and dangerous, that 
people are unable or afraid to help me.

	Consequently, in March 1993 I briefly wrote about my 
understanding of what is happening to me.  I posted my 
warning on CompuServe, the world's largest commercial 
computer network, under the file name "warn-a.txt."  I also 
posted the warning on several computer bulletin boards under 
the file name "warn-all.txt."  Additionally, I mailed the 
warning to all the supportive individuals and organizations 
on a list that I have compiled that began with the list in 
Daniel Ryder's book.  As well, I have personally distributed 
the warning to many people.  I am in the process of revising 
the warning to include more accurate information from 
different sources.

	In March 1993 a psychologist from Los Angeles read my 
warning and called me.  She said she knew that the 
atrocities I had described are real, and told me I should 
contact Julianne McKinney.  I subsequently contacted 
Julianne McKinney.  She is a member of the Association of 
National Security Alumni, and she is a director of the 
Electronic Surveillance Project.  She also authored 
Microwave Harassment and Mind-Control Experimentation 
(1992).  It is about some of the various high technology 
methods of abuse and mind control used by members the U.S. 
Government.  She sent to me her publication and other 
information.  Brain Transmitters:  What They Are And How 
They Are Used (1992), Mediaecco; International Network 
against Mind Control 's (INMC) letter to British Prime 
Minister John Major, dated Stockholm September 9, 1992; and 
a fact sheet Bio-Medical Telemetry Mind Control:  The 
Technology and Its Possibilities (1992), Mediaecco; as well 
as other information was sent to me.

	Since receiving the above information, I have received 
a variety of books, documents, copies of X-rays, and a few 
phone calls testifying to the reality of remote mind reading 
and control.  For example, I received Operation Mind Control 
(1978), Walter Bowart; Such Things Are Known (1982), Dorothy 
Burdick; The Controllers (1990), Martin Cannon; Implantable 
Biotelemetry Systems (1970), Thomas Fryer, NASA; and from 
Mediaecco in Sweden an extensive Mind Control Bibliography 
(1994), on mind control, bio-telemetry, and other electronic 
mind control methods.

	I am incapacitated for days, weeks, and months at a 
time.  My ability to be productive is gravely impaired, but 
there are a few projects that my handlers have let me 
complete.  I do not know why.  I do know they monitor my 
every thought and action.  They were even suggesting phrases 
to me for inclusion in this letter.  They control and 
manipulate 90-100% of my behaviors.

	If you or anyone you know can be of any help in 
securing freedom and surgery for me, I would be greatly 
appreciative and forever indebted.  However, I am not 
optimistic.  The Organization here in America seems to have 
complete dominance of every individual and institution.  
They boast to me how they are the Eye of Illuminati, 
Freemasons, and the secret Greek Society.  They say they are 
a worldwide nation that governs the world.  They tell me 
that no country or organization would dare defy them.  They 
indicate that they are the government behind most 
governments.

	I would like to receive any information you have about 
legitimate professional assistance.  However, please 
remember that those who are controlling me will also know 
your information.  I know first hand that their methods are 
extremely effective and that they will do anything to retain 
their power.  I know that they are masters of deceit and 
frequently use a Trojan horse.  They set up front 
organizations to portray that they are helping victims so 
that they can uncover any underground opposition.  I hope 
that some people and organizations that seem to be genuinely 
helping victims are real.

	I am very skeptical.  For instance, I wonder about 
former intelligence officers based in a suburb of 
Washington, D.C., that publish information about government 
abuses.  Why does the Association of National Security 
Alumni publish an expose' about microwave harassment and 
mind-control experimentation?  When in reality it is not 
harassment or experimentation.  They are actually diabolical 
torture and perfected mind control systems, respectively.  
Why do they emphasize the beginning of government electronic 
abuses in 1988 or 1989?  When they should very well know the 
abuses have existed for decades.  You would think former 
intelligence officers would know these facts.  Why do they 
emphasize microwaves and directed-energy methods?  When 
there are complete thought reading and mind control systems 
using implanted devices, telemetry, and super-computers.  
Why do they present circumstantial evidence with references 
to records, scars, inconclusive X-rays, and victims' 
testimonies?  When there are victims that are known to them, 
and brain images, frequency analyzers, and surgeries prove 
the existence of the devices beyond any doubt.  Why is there 
no reference to the secret societies and fraternities like 
the Mafia, PII, and Freemasons?  Why is there no mention of 
the prevalence of mind controlled slaves?

	On the positive side, Julianne McKinney and the 
Association of National Security Alumni sent to me 
relatively explicit and useful information.  Their material 
did provide examples and documentation of government and 
medical community atrocities.  They did describe a variety 
of methods and technologies used to commit abuses, including 
some medical implants.  I can only hope that some who seem 
to be helping victims, are genuine and have not been created 
by, or replaced with perpetrators of the atrocities.

	I will continue to be skeptical and cautious.  I know 
that all legal systems are usurped by The Organization and 
public laws and constitutions are circumvented.

	I hope you disseminate the information I share with 
you.  I would very much appreciate it if you can send me any 
additional information, or if you can provide any help.  I 
believe that I need a professional group familiar with 
ritual abuse that could arrange a legitimate X-ray and 
eventually surgery.  I do look forward to hearing from you.  
Please keep in mind my caution about any communication with 
me will be known by my handlers.

Very sincerely,

[Name elided]